i need to restore myself
I have hurt you as well as myself by trying to fix this relation which is bound to fade and perish. we are the one destroying it with our hands by accusing each other of the things that we may or may not have done,.you could have been faithful to me if you had wanted me as a close friend for life but you chose to continue with your lies and kept feeding me with all the lies you wanted me to believe. Truth always comes itself on the surface sooner or later, most times sooner than expected. now the damage is done and there is no way to rewind the clock to fix anything again, i think i should better get going on with the life. i dont want to look back again and sigh. i wish i could forget about you... and about all of the love you have given me, it is not going to be possible in centuries or as long as i am alive, i trust you blindly even when i knew you were lying, huh, i knew all about your life before you had told me and explained me, now i just feel broken after knowing you dont even...