all bout u

I have hurt you as well as myself by trying to fix this relation which is bound to fade and perish. we are the one destroying it with our hands by accusing each other of the things that we may or may not have done,.you could have been faithful to me if you had wanted me as a close friend for life but you chose to continue with your lies and kept feeding me with all the lies you wanted me to believe. Truth always comes itself on the surface sooner or later, most times sooner than expected. now the damage is done and there is no way to rewind the clock to fix anything again, i think i should better get going on with the life. i dont want to look back again and sigh. i wish i could forget about you... and about all of the love you have given me, it is not going to be possible in centuries or as long as i am alive, i trust you blindly even when i knew you were lying, huh, i knew all about your life before you had told me and explained me, now i just feel broken after knowing you dont even...

I should not talk about myself though, the truth is i am feeling so lost right now i dont even know where to start writing this because that upset human being has completely screwed up my sanity which has been on the edge already, I wish i had never met  you and you were not my friend, i had never felt so hopeless for years as i felt when i started talking to you. my words have been disappeared into the darkness you have gifted me and whats worse is that i am feeling hollow and empty at my best. i am wondering what it would have been like for people who were once in your life. did they have to face the same trouble as i had faced after meeting you online. you dont realize that how big of a trouble you really are, not just for me, also for yourself. whenever i come to tell you that you have problems you roar like a wild animal and try to put me down even you already have a good idea of what you are in real. All these things you think dont exist are so real, denying to be abnormal wi...