Never felt so lot

I should not talk about myself though, the truth is i am feeling so lost right now i dont even know where to start writing this because that upset human being has completely screwed up my sanity which has been on the edge already, I wish i had never met  you and you were not my friend, i had never felt so hopeless for years as i felt when i started talking to you. my words have been disappeared into the darkness you have gifted me and whats worse is that i am feeling hollow and empty at my best. i am wondering what it would have been like for people who were once in your life. did they have to face the same trouble as i had faced after meeting you online. you dont realize that how big of a trouble you really are, not just for me, also for yourself. whenever i come to tell you that you have problems you roar like a wild animal and try to put me down even you already have a good idea of what you are in real. All these things you think dont exist are so real, denying to be abnormal will never make you appear normal for all the people who know the truth about you, it has nothing to do with your past baby, past has been done, it does not define who you are, but seriously the way you are today at present tells a lot about you baby.